a smile so fake, it cracks.

2012-01-21T12:50:00.003+08:00

Hey, its been too long since this space is ever updated.

The burning need to write on this space arises from a very stupid thought of mine. Not going to list it out cos I am going to sound really racist or bad. Really stupid.

Sigh..

And I also kind of regretted cleaning up my shelves.. cos I found many old photographs and items that brought back lots of memories. I was just looking through this album and then I saw the photo where we took with Mr Ng. And then I realise i dreamt of him last night. And in the dream, I saw him for a second and I shuddered cos even in my semi-conscious mind, I knew he had gone. So I actually saw with my own eyes that he is sitting there and I am ashamed to say I was afraid. He has been a really really great teacher. I look up to him. If only there was someone there to be a listening ear for him, then his life might not have ended up that way. I didn't dare to look at him at the funeral.

If not for finding the photo, I would have only remembered the happy part of my dream. That J actually went through a lot with the help of my friends to plan his proposal to me. I woke up feeling really happy and instantly messaged him about it. Its been so long since i dreamt of happy stuffs.

But on the other hand, I should not say that I regretted cleaning the shelves, cos it made me realise that even if a person is gone, he or she lives in our heart still. Although we do not always have them in our mind but they have been part of our lives.

While cleaning, I also found photographs taken back when I was with other guys. And then I start to think.. when I marry, I don't suppose I can keep any of them anymore? What should I do with them then? I cant bring myself to throw them away definitely. Simply because they bring back good memories. Everything is so innocent back then. It must have been puppy love right? Though I don't know what puppy love is but since we were so young then. Although I knew I was heartbroken when I was left to be alone back then. (By which it means I was dumped). SO, those who married with their first love will have no such worries of having to throw out their- ex lover gifts and letters and blah..lucky....

I am going to sound really pathetic, but I hope I would not get dumped again. Just a random nagging thought of mine.

The funny thing about blogging is that I will never read back what I wrote. So i should say, all these negative thoughts shall leave me and stay here. where i wont ever read it again. It sure feels good to type everything out.

2011-03-18T20:24:00.005+08:00

Was on the bus today when I saw a stray dog crossing the road. Thank goodness the driver was alert and stopped in time but the dog looked so frightened. I have the urge to alight from the bus and carry the dog off the road but I didn't do it in the end. Felt so guilty later on :( hope that the dog is safe and sound.
Touched when I saw the video of how the dog stayed beside his injured friend.
Angry when I heard how the foreign worker abused the dog.
Sad when it was finally put to sleep.
How can it be called put to sleep? Sleep is when you expect him to wake up a few hours later or the next day.
I don't expect people to worship, pamper them or whatsoever, just treat them right.
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AND I NEED A NEW WARDROBE.
My grandma gave me 7 bags, 4 pairs of shoes and a luggage full of clothes :D able to last me for a month I think. Whoohoo.

2011-02-09T22:27:00.002+08:00

RAINING HEAVILY!

DRENCHED DRENCHED DRENCHED.

2011-02-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

I NEED TO RANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why didn't I buy that number today :((((((((((((((((
I bought it for the past few weeks but stopped this week because I didn't go out.
SECOND PRIZE OMG. Heartache ttm!!!! I could have won a thousand bucks. Oh mannnnnn.
I seldom buy 4d but this time I kept buying that number (for like 3 weeks already?) Cus it appeared in my dream.
oh why why why why why why I CAN'T GET OVER IT. Kept thinking about it.
urgh!! help!
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shiya........... THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! hahahah check your email!!!
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TLY
MOOD: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

2011-02-06T01:49:00.001+08:00

why am i upset once again???????
unfair unfair unfair
unpopular unpopular
mouth shut mouth shut
:( :(

i hate it.
i hate this feeling.
i hate myself for having this feeling.
i hate it.

2011-02-04T21:54:00.005+08:00

zhi wei's 21st birthday!!! :D

Shopping with Bao!

With kenny, Cr and jeff.

I was planning to have a blog post with many photos, sort of like summarizing what we have done in the past few months. But after i uploaded the first five photos, I got bored. hahaha. And changed my mind so nope! No pictures except for all these. Ehhyyy, hahahaha not like anyone will be interested though. We practically flood the news feed on FB everyday with our boring photos. okay, everytime we go out or do something 'interesting'.

It has been a long long loooonnnngggg time since we last blogged. Doubt anyone still reads our blog ermmm except for Sally maybe?

We did many things and went to lots of places too. Things have changed for the better and for the worse. The kaleidoscope of emotions, the number of mood swings I had and the same old problem driving me insane. Awhile ago, someone asked me what's my ambition. I just stared at him blankly. Then he asked me is there any dream that I have. I smiled and said no. And he thought I was shy. I just hate this type of question and I seriously have no idea how to answer them. I have a dream of course and I know of a job that I really like and is passionate about. But please, there's a reason why they are call dreams. Stupid dreams that fizzle out into a whole lot of nothing.

Perlims in Feb, oh nooooo. Totally dreading it! And i dont even know the exact dates and how is it going to be like. Basically I don't know anything :/ I only know that for maths I can bring along a calculator which I don't know how to use.

Urghhh, my stomach's feeling weird now. Thanks to the chocolates, sweets , crackers and cny goodies I have consumed. Tomorrow's the 3rd day of cny. Off to collect more ang pows tomorrow heh heh. (NO, money face i am not!)

okay done. finish blogging!!! hahhahhaah byebye people!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

((((((shiya shiya are you reading this???? Seeee, I remember my promise! I'm a good friend! hahahha))))))

love

TLY

gong xi fa cai!!!!! huat ah!!

2011-02-04T00:35:00.002+08:00

on days like this, i learnt to be stronger and happier. no matter how short-lived
to appreciate that the past are meant to be kept and remembered
to look forward to what the future holds.
i cant be the friend everyone wants in a friend
i cant joke at ease and cant stop feeling afraid, of how you all look upon me.
but it just meant, we met, but we are not meant to be.
and as such, i need to channel all my other attention to my more important ones whom i will always feel at ease.

dont dwell on the past i must learn
dont think about turning time
dont feel afraid of people' stares and looks
dont feel inferior to anything and everything and any one and everyone.
i am sure theres some who still love the way i am.
yes i have to tell myself i am sure..

whatever. its happy chinese new year!

2011-01-28T22:29:00.003+08:00

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((
I'M SO TIRED.
Do we always have to do the right thing?

aft a long hiatus

2011-01-20T01:46:00.002+08:00

hi. i am here to complain.
i am happy i got my core, but i got greedy the next minute because i realise i could have appeal to a same class. guess we werent close enough.

and today, was shopping day for lymc + bao.
bao was starved. very very hungry until... secret

and friday is both zw and p birthday celebration! 21st birthday!
more photos will be up. :)

2011-01-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :D

2010-09-11T01:07:00.003+08:00

i bought two pairs of awesome heels today! i think i shall only buy shoes next time its more worth it! yay i love fleasssss :)

first time i feel so happy because i meet very nice girls from school:)
spent almost the whole day out together haha.

three hours of digging for good stuff at the flea!
another four hours of talking and eating!

took many pictures of the shoes but it just dont do any justice!

and i just calculated how much i spend from 1sept to 11 sept. its scary. but i bought many good stuffs at cheap prices. lucky i havent get pay yet so i shall save my pay money. dont worry shiya i will save money;)

i think ever school started i have changed. i worry too much over.... what to wear. haha crazy me.

this post is quite lame but i want it as a memory.
byebye!

2010-09-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

this is how i look when i am happy!

when i frown.

when i am sian.

and giving a fake smile.

and more pictures because the stupid boy is sleeping away.

2010-09-03T23:27:00.001+08:00

i want the second ring!! liying and shiya! look familiar?? look like the three rabbits on the white shirt we gave you!!! haha! i wantttttttttttt

2010-09-03T17:57:00.001+08:00

For the month of August, I bought
four jackets,
three pair of shoes,
two dresses,
one romper,
at least eight tops and some stuffs here and there.
Seriously don't know what happened to me, I'm not like that!! Or at least I don't used to be like that.
Maybe its because I'm cooped up in my shop all day long. And once I stepped out of here, I start buying things like crazy.
Ehhhhh, makes sense? No?
Anyway, i hope our Genting trip will be successful. MICH!! Faster book it asap kay? Before my dad changes his mind. Hahahaha.
Have been waking up at 7am everyday and sit through my 3 hours lecture before going down to PS to work- till 10pm.
Kind of tiring but not at the same time. Hmm.
And I have been pigging out a lot recently. WHY?! If I continue like this, I wont be able to fit into my four jackets, two dresses, romper and soooo onnnnn. yea.
Okay okay enough of the rambling and complaining.
Boring TLY shall go back to do her work and go to ********* heh heh. ******* has agree to give me 50% off. Hoho and therefore I shall go and buy another pair of shoes.
I wanna drink KFC's milo. Boo. I used to dislike Milo but now I like it. Things change. Tastes change and people change. I hate changes especially environment changes.
I hate people lying to me and I hate making people feel bad. Never mind, shall keep all these negative thoughts to myself.
What are you afraid of?
I'm not afraid of anything. Though I don't like being scolded but I can still take it.
I might die when I forget how to breathe.
TLY.

2010-08-29T01:46:00.002+08:00

i wish i am as happy as i appeared in the photo. (even the stingray looks happy!)or prolly just even half. but no, now i am at a complete loss..
i wish to blog it all out, but i find it hard to.
i hope i can change to be a better person, its time i let myself show. not this girl now who distance herself from people. talk.sms as boring as a history textbook. but i still am a boring person and friend now. slowly.. i just wish.. i am channeling all my energy to j. he is the only one who knows the real me. because basically michelle just disappeared.

goodbye.

2010-08-23T18:25:00.002+08:00

goodbye bandage!

and for you SHIYA! haha although its too white to see my whiskers. but apple crumble crust-lookalike can be seen on my chin haha.

i am so bored. but i should be enjoying my last week of freedom right? i need to fill this week with activities.. by myself though? indulging in books is a choice but my eyes are like worsening with every book read. :(

boring mich.

2010-08-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

hello pictures!!:D

TODAY IS SUCH A HAPPY DAY BECAUSE ITS THE FIRST TIME WE MANAGE TO SHOP SO LONG AND IN PEACE. haha usually me and ab end up quarreling or me in black face because of his disinterest or what i inferred la. i realized i like to assume a lot. and today i wore my long skirt out and i know ab will cannot take it. will buay ta han my skirt haha and truly indeed. thats the main reason why he has mood to shop because he want to shop for something for me to change out! but i manage to wear it out the whole day yay yay yay. never waste money.

and prata shop with recruit lee and relax lim.

and one of liying's camwhoring photos in my phone. haha i picked the nicest imo to post here.

and mine here. hahaha yangchenlin hair ok!

cant wait for tuesday for me and liying day out!! after so long.. :( shiya:(

2010-08-11T01:59:00.003+08:00

Have been working for the last one month.

And have been shopping like crazy for the last one month too.

Money comes, money goes.

Not much of a life now. Life's pretty boring. But really emotional right now.

This is the tipsy me before I sleep.

Went clubbing with gloria, dira, erica, sont, shinehuu, danny and all the others.

On the mrt. Cannot believe that Dira and I forgot to bring our IC and had to cab back to erica's house to take it.

Kbox with nick, mich and zw.

Nick's cap!

and yish's birthday bbq on Saturday.

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and secret.

hahhaha I only uploaded pictures of me. because all these were from my hand phone. Those in my camera are probably all on fb or something.

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO CONFUSING?!

Too much going on.

2010-08-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

oh my, I ate wanton mee for breakfast. Mos for lunch and kfc for dinner.
And a whole tin of hello panda.
TIN. not packet :(((((((((((((((((((((((
helpppppppppppppppppppp. Should not have bought the hello panda. If I didn't buy it then I wont be eating it like mad now! 24 more to go before the pandas will become extinct.
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fast food for the 7th day, shyt.
STOP EATING LIKE THAT TLY.

2010-08-09T19:03:00.004+08:00

been so long since i updated! no more pictures even have to dig out all the old one. :(

but this is me and ly and our friend LIBERTY:) at our shop haha. getting more and more slack. we are the bossssss

and i look so young here. only 6 months ago and i look like an old auntie now.

and i dont know why my eyes are so shiny...

when liying'e eyes are usually the one shining!(like here below)

super thick makeup face. just for memories.

and i feel like curling my hairrrr...

and i am so glad i grew out of my golden hair..

and i think i have to go back to get the pants!

biker girl wannabe.

ahhh love my makeup here.

i like i like this pic because i look so thin here. no longer..

nice eyeshadows which are not appreciated properly.

and i like my helmet-lookalike hair here!!i need my thick fringe back.

goodbye this is so boring. sick of my face!

2010-07-20T20:58:00.004+08:00

I'm so nervous. I'm so nervous. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
clam down tly :(
10 minutes later and you will know.
Mich and I will be tending the boutique tomorrow. Just the two of us and I'm feeling a little worried about closing up. Can't really remember the procedures and all. But Mich I believe you can do it hahaha Liberty must be teaching you the steps now while I'm here typing this and feeling nervous :((((((((((((((
hurry up!
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hahahah yay! I'm a happy girl.
And I changed the playlist again.
:D

2010-07-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

Dira messaged me today morning : Hey girl, are you coming?
And I replied: Go where?
Thought they organised some outing or what. Totally forgot that school starts today :/
Oh ya and so today was my third day of work hahhaaha. Will break my record tomorrow :D the 4th day!
I worked at an accessories shop for a day before. And three days at a childcare centre. And blah blah. Excluding events and the survey one.
Work was really tiring, I have to stand for 8 hours everyday and just a 20 minutes lunch break but I somehow enjoyed it too. Maybe it's because I like working with clothes? Or maybe because I like jobs that let my brain rest. hahhahaha. Meaning all work and no brain.
There's school tomorrow! Shall rush to work after my school and work till 10pm againnnnn.
BUT BUT BUT MICH maybe joining me on Monday! :DDDDDD And we can work together like finally. Hope so! Cross fingers.
I really hope that I can cope with school and work. Wont be too tired or whatsoever. My dad didn't really encourage me to work as he wanted me to concentrate on my studies. He asked is it because I don't have enough money, he can give me more if I want. But that's the problem, didn't want to take my parents' money. Because my mother gives me like $__ every week. Starting to feel guilty and all. OKAY, and also because I want to do some shopping (heh) need more funds as well as saving for the future. Shall give myself 3 months!!!!!!!!
okay bye bye! time to eat my bread. or muffin. bread. or muffin. bread. or muffin. I cant decide
:(
TLY
MY LEGS ARE ACHING.
840am tomorrow.

2010-07-08T01:27:00.003+08:00

hi. this is mich the hua mulan

hi. this is mich in maid dress. and trying to be cute but end up being a three tooth bunny

and bye. this is mich in a top that doesnt have her size :(

doing nothing is making me crazy. haha.
i love/hate working.
please find me to have lunch.

HI! this is stupid tly with tired eyes.

The long kang near my house!!!!!!! Overflowing. It's like a gigantic swimming pool.

MICH, I WILL HAVE LUNCH WITH YOU TOMORROW.

AND DINNER TOO.

AND SNACKS IN BETWEEN

2010-07-02T01:09:00.002+08:00

so heartache,
so many sales, so many sprees open. supre, f21 all so cheap but cant buy any cos i got no pay yet:(
heart super acheeeeeeeeeeee:(:(
serve myself right to see. need to sleep and not use com.
work tml again..
i hope i get sales:( i need to sell them or not that promotor confirm say me. the world of backstabbing and talking behind one's back. i do not welcome.

mich with the broken heart:(
and ps, i still miss you shiya if u ever have time to reach this:)

2010-06-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired.
Slept from 4-8pm just now but I'm still feeling sleepy.
Or maybe I'm just tired from all the applications, events, school, non-existing assignments and etc.
Tired from analyzing everything and over think.
Tired at myself for not knowing what I really want in life.
Tired at myself for being such a softie at times.

Having a really hard time keeping up the glass-is-half-full outlook lately.
Why do I feel that I have a lot of things to do?! And that everything will clash! And and and.......
oh well, whatever.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
yea right.
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tly :/

2010-06-23T00:02:00.001+08:00

life without aim. blurred vision.

2010-06-21T23:07:00.001+08:00

I want all my friends to be happy.

2010-06-17T18:26:00.003+08:00

OH MAN!!! Could have won 600$!! My maid and I wanted to bet on Switzerland. I messaged my maid to go bet for me in the afternoon but she forgot :((((((((
And Switzerland won!!!! Urggghhhhhhhhhhh. Bye bye 600 bucks. Omg, heartache.
Korea and France please win tonight! I need money. Haha.
Really tired. I just woke up from my nap. Slept for 3 hours or so. Doubt I can sleep tonight again.
tly.
eat, sleep, eat, sleep.
the dreams are bothering me.

2010-06-17T00:23:00.011+08:00

With Shiya on the way to Orchard.

Our brown sugar lollipop from Taiwan :D

On the way to the hotel, we saw a squirrel on the overhead bridge. It was just beside us, a reach away. Shiya got possessed by Snow White hence she reached out to the squirrel. Guess she was thinking that the squirrel will climb up her arm and start singing. The birds will then join in followed by two brown deers. And I swear the squirrel's eyes widen and I can almost imagined its fur standing up.

Okay, maybe I watch too much cartoons haha. Anyway the squirrel jumped off the bridge immediately. Guess Shiya's just Shiya and not Snow White. Haha!

"The Maths guy said......."

"My director you mean?"

"Cannot see the credit card last three numbers..." *cover cover*

"I just need the information at the front"

Dumpling, Shilin, lollipop, bubble tea, fries, nuggets, candies. ahhh!

Then I went to PP to meet Chuan Rui, Sandy and Jeffrey for dinner.

Look! I wore my pyjamas out today.

2010-06-15T22:49:00.006+08:00

Today we played badminton and basketball at Sengkang CC with Jerrold and Nick.

hahahhahahahah!

Gross right?!

Shall gross you out. Gross all the mean and bad people in the world out with my blister and dirty foot.

Ping pang! I used to love eating this when I was in primary school.

I made this picture especially small so no one can have a good look at our sweaty and auntie faces hahaha.

Mich's bruise.

Then we went to Suki sushi for dinner after exercising.

Ouch.

**************** mich new update******************* got a shock when i suddenly saw! its like red in colour the camera not good enough. haha all thanks to all the drop shots by nick and jp jurong point.

2010-06-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

Cabbed down to the salvation army with Shiya today to meet Mich.
Shiya bought 2 pair of jeans and a belt while Mich bought a pair of high waisted pants. LUCKY :(
I couldn't find anything so I went to try my luck at the books section.
hahhaa me being the bookworm. I love reading.

Chicken rice at Bishan. Cold chicken!
I bought a skirt and two tops today :) yay, new clothes.

My parents came back from Taiwan with new perfume, make up,

shoes,

jacket, shorts and shirts for me!

Felt a little guilty though. Don't like her to spend so much on me. I always have to tell her that I have enough clothes, make up, shoes and etc. And that she don't have to buy so many stuffs for me. Sometimes I have to tell her to stop giving me so much money too. Because I believe that she needs the money more than I do?

And oh nooooooo, I need a new camera :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

AGAIN.

I can't help it. I'm born to kill cameras. Two have died in my hands.

2010-06-14T02:13:00.002+08:00

I feel funny now.
WHY?
I WISH...................weird..................
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JJ's on my lap now :)
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Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose...
-Janice Joplin

2010-06-11T23:00:00.010+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
here we are..... back again!

Picnic at Marina Barrage.

I made garlic bread, pancakes and sara lee cakes! Okay, I bought the sara lee cake. OKAY, my maid made the garlic bread and pancakes. BUT I packed it! Shiya made chicken wraps and spaghetti while Mich bought desserts and bread. No one wanted to eat my pancakes. (WHY?!) Thank goodness for Shiya who helped me eat the entire loaf of garlic bread! HAHHAHA :D eternally grateful to you! If you didn't eat that for me, my bag would probably smell of garlic. And mich brought along the nicest and most important thing of the day.............nope, not the desserts..........but the........... ICE!! omg, the weather was a killer :/
Didn't expect it to be so sunny and hot hence I didn't bring (Says zhi wei) along my sunblock lotion. It was even worse than the day at Wild Wild Wet man.

Shiya okasan preparing spaghetti for our hungry stomachs.

HUMPH. I'm left with no choice but to eat all the pancakes by myself! :((((

And so I ate THREE and a half pancakes today kay! YUCKS.

Shiya helped me out with one. Mich only ate a bite hahaha and I'm on my own. Dread the taste now.

Shall swear off pancakes for the next two months. Heh.

Mich just donated her blood.

Shiya's chicken wrap.

Mich's desserts. Thanks for buying them hahaha. Its just that the weather was too hot. Too hot to do anything and definitely too hot to eat desserts.

Sorry!

Nice colours? haahaha.

Friendship cups!!

One on top of the other.

For real.

aff, hahaha my bone.

Don't paralyze me michty mich.

The sun was too hot.

Could not open our eyes.

How's my cropping skills? Took me 5minutes or so.

Typical us.

WATER!!! :D

Helps to cool us down.

We had the whole bus to ourselves.

Our new friend- Mr Bus Driver. hahaha he's like our personal tour guide, photographer and all.

ROAR!!!!

ROAR ROAR ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

Sunburn :((((((((((((((((((((((

My shoulders and my left thigh. Just my left thigh. Was that fat thing facing the sun or something? boo hoo hoo.

Tired, but I cannot sleep now. Waiting for pear. Don't know where he ran off to!!!!!!!!!!

TLY.

2010-06-09T23:43:00.004+08:00

four videos first for you!:) ignore those white parts because i dont know how to remove it

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2010-06-08T00:24:00.004+08:00

The missing chocolate is in my Dad's stomach hahahaha.

Breakfast at the airport with my parents, sister and grandmother.

YUM :D

My brother did not came with us cus he had school.

Sending my parents off to Taiwan for their holiday. Lucky.

My mum didn't want to bring us along. hahahhaha but it's alright because I know that she will come back with lots of things for us! FOR ME!

Love my family :)

and my dog! :))))))

2010-06-05T00:53:00.004+08:00

This is Tly, the stupidest, most absent minded, careless and retarded person on Earth :(

Jetstar- The dream team :D

with mich and shiya.

Met up for a DIY session.

And we each bought something from M)phosis.

Yay to new clothes :D I love wearing new clothes/shoes out.

Later around 10pm, we were all craving for desserts. But we had no place in mind and so we wandered and wandered around till we saw Shokudo (Think Japanese desserts. Hmm, red beans and green tea. yucks, think again please hahhaha.) And so the woman gave us three cards before we went in and told us to keep it with us because you will have to pay a hundred bucks if you misplace it. We walked around Shokudo to see what do they have there..... while I played with the food that were on display, tried to wipe my dirty hands on shiya, messaging my friend and suddenly shiya mentioned something about the card. And I remembered so I looked down, and ahhhhhhhh my card is gone!

:( uh-oh, hundred bucks. Can't believe I just lost the card like that, within 3 minutes. Didn't even managed to walk a complete round around the food court. The first thought that came to my mind was the number of clothes that I can buy from m)phosis with that hundred bucks. Boo.

But for some bizarre reason, I didn't really feel much. Or maybe I was in shock hahahha and my brain went into emergency shut-down. So we trudged along to the cashier and told them 'bout this. The dumb woman clapped her hands and said "Hundred dollars!" Then we complained saying we just walked a round around the food court and didn't ate anything blah blah blah. The man later took a card out from his pocket and said someone found it and returned it to him. whew. And so, I didn't need to pay. Lucky.

Morale of this grandma's story: Shall not hold any important things in the future.

TLY.

2010-06-01T21:55:00.010+08:00

Had lunch at Watami.
It reminds me of Waraku.

Cheers to friendships and everything nice.
:D

...

Sorry. As I have mentioned before, I know nuts about computers, photoshop and all the software stuffs. All I have and know are some cashew nuts knowledge/skills.
And as you can see, I don't even know how to rotate these photos! hahaha BUT Michelle knows nothing too.
(Maybe this is a reason why we are best friends.)
Should have used this answer at that point of time.

Shiya hahhahaahha. Pay 50$ to the florist please!
secret!

So many shots of the 1960's girl!

Mich, I know you are tilting your head right now.

Puss in boots!

hahahha I can't do that look! I look like puss in boots being possessed.

X_X

face

This is for you!

Shiya can do lots of amazing things with her tongue, nose, lips, this (picture below) anddddd one more!

hahahhah imitating fei bo? Is it fei bo? Or fei mao?

Totally hilarious! Shall upload the video next time or watch it when I'm feeling down.

Looks like Rei En? A little resemblance somehow.

Looks like Mrs Goblin?

shiya, you are amazing. haha.

People who want to lose weight sometimes substitute their meals with cornflakes. I tried that the day before. And unknowingly, I ate almost half the box of cornflakes. It kind of defeats the purpose right?

Have been eating so much these few days, especially during the nights.

have.to.stop.eating.like.that.

Fat chance, I think. Literally.

hahahha :(

These pounds are here to stay soooooooooooo...........

Okay I give up.

hahaha shall eat all I want :D yum.

Don't really care much anyway. Until someone points it out to me.

shiya and michelle, it's time to sing our song!

*deep voice*

I am so ugly.

I am so fat.

blah blah blah ohhHHHhhHHHhH.

OKAY BYEBYE

TLY!

CHILLI, YOU KILLED ME.

2010-05-30T16:43:00.004+08:00

went gymming with wengshiya on 27th! :) dynamic yoga and body pump lessons nearly killed me. i cant even jog after that. but ever since i start exercising i eat more! too much more. ahaaaa i think africanboy fear to hear me say I AM HUNGRY! i am constantly on a look out for food, and i recently like bubble tea more than ever! milk tea. honey dew, peppermint, pudding, greenapple
tried these flavours for past 3 days. :) yay photos!!!

us trying to create MTV FEEL. hair flying, swish swish.

hair flew far too much hahaa become like no hair anymore!

yay i just packed my shelves and wardrobe. now my wardrobe is half empty? clearing all those clothes i wont wear anymore... and another pile of clothes that i planning to do something to it. make some holes or shred or rip them. especially therapeutic when i feel angry haha

my shelves! :) dig out my bags and pack them together, i realized my bags only got like 3 hues of colours or shades, black/grey, beige, brown. hahaha attempting to make my this little corner a walk in wardrobe. but i need more clothes to make it nice:( who want to donate meeeeeeeeee some.

my half empty wardobe, hoping my mum upon seeing it will give me money to spend. haha

2010-05-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

just because i dont ask, dont mean you can take my ipod and use like its yours.
just because i lend you my camera, dont mean you can take it and lend your friend.
and when i tell you so because i cant take it, you dare tell me when i need it.

just because i dont ask you for money, dont mean i am surviving.
all you think is i spent my days going out. ya so? i never ask you for money at all.
only when you want to give i take.

just because i know how to, dont mean i take all the blame.
i dont even want to be angry.

stop taking advantage of me.

2010-05-27T23:33:00.004+08:00

my wish list.

no.1

no.2

no.3 i want it in dirty beige.

no.4 http://loveylolli.livejournal.com/4524.html#cutid1

no.5 from vaingloriousyou

and lastly, i wish to succeed again!!

2010-05-26T23:00:00.009+08:00

Kbox with Patrick aka Leon.

And Wild Wild Wet with Shiya :D

THE two ugliest girl in the world preparing for a battle with Mr Golden Sun.

You girls are precious :)

A little boy kept running past us, splashing water all over us and my camera!! Nice kid.

We lazed around on the floats/tubes in the lazy river and entertained the lifeguards with our 101 ways to use the float/tubes.

And Shiya drowned me. hahhahahha. I accidentally drank the water from the lazy river! True to its name. Lazy people unwilling to walk all the way to the toilet and pee inside there instead. Because the water tastes of blood and pee! (Not that I've tried pee before, but I can somewhat imagine how it tastes like. Eww.) Felt kind of nauseous. And that's not an exaggerationnnnnnnn.

(Okay, I just found out that it's call Shiok River and not Lazy River)

No thanks to shiya, hahhahahhaa.

!!!!!!!!TLY TLY!!!!!!!! says:
hahhaa confirm lazy wave??
oops river haha
Shiya says:
hahaha
ya
cmf lazy river
hahaha

See!

Shiya hahhaha, why did you say CONFIRM lazy river. hahhaa!

whoopsie.

Nice, eh?

Shiya-The walking Mcflurry. hahahha

The chocolates in the fridge are calling out to me, shall go eat another one soon. Never argue with chocolates.

So start eating junk food and live happily, and fattily ever after.

The End.

TLY.

2010-05-24T23:21:00.003+08:00

ahhh looking back at all these pictures, i have seriously no idea how i survived jc looking the worst of my 20 years, of course in these photos i have choose group pics because my face will look like clear and is smaller la! not as scary! haha the first two is taken this year and already got a few changes. haha.. guess i m smacking more make up only hence the diff. but not good. and i think i will smack more when i have more money to buy. thast why africanboy dared me to not put makeup and wear my specs for a week! gaga. why is it so hard to do something i have always did until a few months back? six months... once i wore contacts i wore makeup. haha.. blahhhx

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hello!!
the weather is killing everyone in the house now, even when its at night?
even my mum who seldom perspire also complain its hottttt
yay on air com and sleep.
i dont have the privilege of sleeping in air con room because.. i dont know its a culture at home?
we only on air com on special days haha like when the weather is hot, or when my father is in a good mood. cos i have to ask him for the air con remote control. haha although i think its fine to on the air com as and when i want. but.. funnny la.

haha this post is so boring but i m going to go on.

and then today was gym with shiyayayayyayaa ahaha SPECIAL THANKS TO THE CLIP ON EARRINGS. :) i am going to wear it out soon! haha butterflies in my ears not in my stomach.
anyway we had muay thai lesson today and so fun!!! i really feel like boxing now. jap,cross,punch.kick. i feel my fats turning into muscles!! but my appetite so good aft the session and that i feel my whole body like burning when i reach home. burning inside and almost felt feverish? too long never exercise. how to run 5 km at this state for shape run?! i took like 25 mins or 30 mins to run 3km hahaa.

africanboy smsed:" x where have look like shit? maybe you look like a nice shit?"
haha that is my africanboy! haha! :):) not amused by him syaing i look like nice shit but its funny to me gagaa. he used to talk so sweet to me, but i think now, as months passed, sweet talks are different from last time.

and i really really wish to pick up 100 on the floor. i really really need that two shirts and that shorts:( cos i cant stop thinking of it. but nooooo. i need 200. i stil owe moneyyyyyyy:(

on a happier note,
i dont have i-phone, but i have i-bags! two infact:)

mich!

2010-05-20T23:49:00.011+08:00

Met up with Shiya for a manicure session :D
THANK YOU SHIYA! hahahhaa, for smelling our stinky feet and to put up with our hyper activeness hence the smudged nails.

Our second home.

Met up with Josephine and Wee Teng for dinner.

Wee Teng and I read magazines while Jo studied.

ANDDDDDDDDD.... Today!

Met Chuan Rui.

Then Jeffrey.

Kenny cannot make it again!!!!!!!!!! :(

HUMPH.

YUMMY. OUR 150$ WORTH OF FLOUR.

oops I mean food.

Breathing fire in reverse.

I finished this in a minute!

CR: Kong Zi rang li.

hahhahahhaa, eh it's kong long rang li!!!!!!

L4D

Hey stupid lady that I met on the bus, I feel like giving you one tight slap.

Pissed off!

I really couldn't resist glaring at her. Detest RUDE PEOPLE! Furthermore, she's damn presumptuous. Urgh.

(See Jeff, I'm feeling angry)

2010-05-15T22:57:00.006+08:00

2010-05-14T00:38:00.004+08:00

2010-05-13T01:15:00.003+08:00

Excuse me people, we have a ball to attend.

NG 110000 times!!

AND

SHIYA, THIS IS FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU :D

2010-05-12T23:41:00.014+08:00

11th May 2010.

At berrylite with berlin
one tiny weeny cup of yogurt is not enough for us! :(

10th May 2010. PS BUGIS HOUGANG

"what? drug dealer cannot eat pontian noodles?"said leo.

KBOX AT HOUGANG!

I AM RESERVED I AM RESERVED. this is better than a printed shirt.

group pictures:)

pictures taken in the day where we do the most fun and free entertainment-taking pictures.
POLAROIDS:)

neoprints!now we are very stingy we only take cheap neoprints unlike the past!

the following pictures are not the same pictures, we come up with many expressions! must appreciate it haha.

zw take note! they are different!!

2010-05-09T22:32:00.003+08:00

holidays are here! and i want each day to be filled with meaningful fun things because life is short. i think i am scaring africanboy with my constant reminder that life is short. it is a good thing because nowi feel that getting angry or sad or whatever is a waste of time and i should not do that. so scary because i never know whether this would be my last post, the last time i talk, the last time i ever say i love you. okay not that i ever really say those words out of my mouth. but i think its really scary to die. live to die. live to die. all the things in my room. will they be kept where they will be? or pass on to .... i dont know who. times like this i feel that life shouldnot be all about material stuffs, about how much money i hvae to shop but the times i spent with my friends. but i think what scares me is that because i keep thinking about death, i feel that mine is coming nearer. they say that what you fear most will always come faster than it should be. the less you fear the slower it will take to arrive. i even feel that my body is weakening. like my appetite drop by half? its so rare that i can keep a relatively flat stomach for so long! its not that i dont want to eat but i cant eat. it even makes me think huh am i anorexic or whatsoever? but i dont think so. losing weight is never on my list. but complaining about fat i do that. not the fat fat but there are days you feel that you are fatter than usual. but no i do eat. so now beacause of fear, i try to eat healthier. eat real meals only. less biscuits sweets chocolates. i rejected potato chips and ice cream even! but also because i got no appetite for sweet things or something unhealthy. fear is such a great thing its changing my lifestyle and thinking. but i do not want to die earlier so i should keep my fear in check and not let it haunt me. but to let fear of death to serves as a reminder that life should be spent more meaningfully. hmm how to balance friends and family? i really want to be out everyday to be with friends but if thats the case parents will see me only at night. hmm learning to balance it. so todays mothers day! and i feel so bad because i only have money to buy flowers for my mummy but not for all my aunties and grandma:( i wish i have shop less. bank no money to buy even 5 other single roses. at least i got a small bouquet for mummy! ohhh too much thoughts in head this is probably the reason why i am feeling giddy now! been procastinating about a full body check up for the longest time too! just to be safe! okay shall head for my books later! storybooks this time round:)

ask me outtttttttt!! best is in the morning and afternoon. haha before 6:)

oh and shiya! the gold necklaces look like a loanshark when worn! i mean i look like a loanshark when i wear the necklaces haha! show you next time;)
michelle.c

2010-05-08T01:21:00.003+08:00

Yes, I will stop thinking.
Enough of the what ifs and maybes.
Because you'll never know.
Never.
You've just got to move on.

2010-05-06T22:30:00.006+08:00

JJ :D

I am feeling really really grumpy!

Go away, stupid tly. Take your camera with you!

WaveHouse.

2010-05-06T01:13:00.005+08:00

NICK. TLY. MICH. LZW.

DINNER.

hahahah this picture looks very funny.

AT ECP.

31. 43. 13.

2010-05-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

Look at the number of typos!!!!!!!

Michelle
haha same geeling lor

1:09am Me
hows ur paper today!

1:09am Michelle
fir chem
you not donr memoruxinh?

1:09am Me
haha not done

u saw blog? jnust now aunite lucy pat jj! haha\

1:10am Michelle
gagagaggaa
aybty kychy??

1:11am Me
HAHHA
YOU TALKING TO BABY AH!

1:11am Michelle
i thoughtur real auntty

1:11am Me
stpid mich haha

1:11am Michelle
gaga i use my hp to shine light noe

1:11am Me
is chou chong qing

haha my light son but duno why so manyt ypo too

2010-05-05T00:02:00.001+08:00

Auntie Lucy pat JJ's head and said he's very cute!
:D hahhahaha.

2010-05-03T12:04:00.002+08:00

i just need to memorize and it will be ok.
but why is it that i can memorize a page of essay and yet i cant even remember all those reactions.
:(
doom approaching tml.
fun arriving after doom.

2010-04-28T15:06:00.002+08:00

so, we have took a big step to define our friendship. am loving it! :)

2010-04-27T23:38:00.005+08:00

LECTURE NOTES, LAW, FORMULAS.
:(

We had breakfast at Centrepoint Mac.

Taking a break after........
an hour or so.

Us looking very pale.

And then, we had lunch at Heeren's Mac.
Was it at Heeren?
My memory is failing me.

same shorts same shorts!!

You've got to admit, life's a bore at times :(

Boring and blah. Or maybe it's just mine. Or maybe it's just these few weeks.

Taking things for granted is a dangerous luxury.

zw said- ly's mood: moody.

blog about why love is so flexible.

Love is so flexible because it is like a rubber band. A red rubber band to be exact. A red rubber band that is used to wrap your vegetarian bee hoon up, bundle the sticks of otahs together, pull out 10 strands of your hair when you used it as a hair tie. Hmm, there's green one and the yellow one too. What other colours are there? Can't seem to think of any at the moment. Red, green, yellow- The colours of the traffic light. Just like the traffic light, constantly changing its colours.

oh shyt, crap. why am i wasting my time answering this. hahahhahaa, I have got lots of homework to do!!!! :(((((

shall stop here.

and never continue.

.
It's weird how time can change something you thought would always stay the same.

2010-04-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

true friends are those who stop you from buying, and then let you go to die when you lose control.
today i died from money spent
but tomorrow i will be alive again, and so it only means i can die again!

pretty upset now but control control and wasted time so tired yet cannot sleep. poor mich!
i wish i took on a different route. or that i got a d instead because i feel the path i have taken has gone wrong.
on the bright side, holidays are coming and i m hoping to get the job!! earn money haha on a positive note, to earn money for maybe special sems nexy year, on a happier note, to fund my shopping expenditure and i hope to treat africanboy to nice places!

cant wait to go sentosa to wear my little lady bug and pink dress, i realized its the only pink i have, or purple? turning to fake girly now, man in heart.

i wish c&c realised how much we need that 1000$ vouchers from f21. look at the pictures! gone were the money.

goodbye because its time to hit the notes!

one last question, do my face look whiter? haha from the second pic look likes lehhhhhh
byebye!

2010-04-21T21:35:00.001+08:00

I'm burning.
Need to sleep and rest :(
But I cannot afford to do so. Project's due on Monday.
2 and a half people doing all the work.
Assignments, tests, exams.
Go away stupid fever, flu and all!!!!!

2010-04-20T22:34:00.002+08:00

SICK :(
.
I
am
really
really
really
tired.
.
Off
to
bed
soon.
.
Met Michelle for a little while today. Starbucks, Subway, notes, expensive clothes, smelly cigarettes and all.
tly
:((((((((((((((((((((
HELP, I can't breathe.

2010-04-13T17:09:00.004+08:00

okay a series of unglam photos!

HAHAHA i totally look like a Vietnamese maid to be? is it my face or the top? :(

and cute jj!! photos shot by uncute owner tly.

and this is tly who made me swear i wont take pictures of her or not i will die. i think you look very pretty like this. with your hair covering your whole face!!

so..today, i had a mini shopping at Watson.
now, my face has moisturizing cream, and my lips have ultra moisturizing lip balm! feel watery! :)
i think. during exam periods, i spend money like water. and i either eat like a beggar or a king. very extreme.

i want to find a job so i have lots of money! feel like working in boutique. or those bugis street shops cos look quite relax and i like to look at clothes? bugis can anyhow wear to work too i think.

goodbye!
time to start studying! half the day is gone already!

2010-04-07T21:31:00.003+08:00

BORING.
SO BORING.
Mich's here! I'm currently at tly's house. Jj is sitting between us while the both of us are trying to study. Ly wrote a 1600 words essay and mich read 2 pages of notes. HOHO.
She did two questions of physics though.
And got two questions wrong.
mich is an idiot stalker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-07T00:18:00.002+08:00

is it because i am not willing to welcome?
or that i feel i have all that i need.
but if i continue like this, i think it will be a chore going sch.
i feel sad everytime i go and see.
busy yet can manage, and fun.
but i am busy with my life. with ab and all.
sad:(

2010-04-06T23:45:00.007+08:00

MY TWIN AND I! :D

Our wooden friendship bracelet!

taking a break.

grass jelly, soya bean, big belly man,

The last time that we sat on these steps was when we were in SEC 2!

YEP, eating again.

I WANT MY ALMOND/BLACK SESAME SNOW ICE! no, its not disgusting. my taste buds like it.

ROBOTIC MOVES 1987

OUR LOOTS! SHOPPING DAY.

the smelliest stinkiest poncho in the world! hahahhaa

Our center parting!

all pinned back!

okay, I know this is a lot of photos. Buttttt who cares, heh heh.
There's more, but I shall not upload it here!

We took lots of hilarious videos. Oh no, no STOMP please.

And I Laughed till I teared hahaha.

2010-04-04T00:56:00.002+08:00

me

myself.

and

2010-04-02T01:26:00.005+08:00

Mich needs retail therapy due to some psychological problems of hers.
Therefore she went to see the doctor (ME. ME. ME!).
And so we bought two pairs of jeans and five tops.
:D yay. More clothes to add on to my-exploding-wardrobe-but-there-is-still-nothing-to-wear-because-everything-looks-so-ugly-and-i don't-know-why.
.

Why can't I buy/have that pair of heels?

a) my feet are too big.

b) the heels are too small

c) the salesperson wants it for herself and so she lied to me that it is OFS.

d) all of the above

Why can't mich try the shoes?

a) because her feet stink

b) because her feet stink

c) because her feet stink

d) all of the above

2010-03-27T22:19:00.004+08:00

okay fine, its like 25 days more to exams and i have got so much more to catch up BUT.. heart not there.

so my heart is here at this moment!

africanboy has been treating me so well now!i think is because he decided to showcase his true colours- that he is a very romantic guy. haha after watching hi bye sweetheart he has changed. and he is hoping i will be like her too and love him and even willing to die for him. urging me to watch the drama now at the wrong time!!!!!!!:)

today or more like just now, we only met a few hours but i said i want to go walk walk and so we walk one big round around my house and walked to jalan kayu for mad jack! so nice to just chill around:) i like i like i like!!

that day went prawning and caught more prawns. haha but is like after each prawn we caught we stared at the prawn for a couple of minutes haha. thinking how to remove the gongs. but we took like an hour before we killed the prawn to eat!!

ok abrupt ending cos my mum just pissed me off.
zz

2010-03-25T00:21:00.001+08:00

The Old Man and The Starfish

There was a young man walking down a deserted beach just before dawn. In the distance he saw a frail old man. As he approached the old man, he saw him picking up stranded starfish and throwing them back into the sea.

The young man gazed in wonder as the old man again and again threw the small starfish from the sand to the water. He asked, "Old man, why do you spend so much energy doing what seems to be a waste of time?"

The old man explained that the stranded starfish would die if was left in the morning sun. "But there must be thousands of beaches and millions of starfish!? Exclaimed the young man. "How can you make any difference?"

The old man looked down at the small starfish in his hand and as he threw it to the safety of the sea, he said, "I made a difference to this one."

Irv Furman
.
.
.
.
.
tly
mood: annoyed.
at myself.

2010-03-22T21:32:00.003+08:00

i swear i got the best brother!
he got me like 5 packs of instant films! all with cute disney borders!!!:)
yay i can take like 69 more instant pics now:)

and yesterday i fall to the grass because you bumped onto me
and today i kiss the wall because u say i smelly
my tooth kiss the wall i mean.

2010-03-21T02:50:00.001+08:00

say hello to black hair!
and on the downside, smelly ammonia hair

2010-03-20T23:17:00.006+08:00

hey! :D
Just got back from Disney on ice.
Yup, that's right. This knee on ice.
Took more videos than photos because the camera wasn't good.
Photos turned out really blur :(
hate it hate it.

hahahhaa your dummy face =.=

find your right angle please!

trying to take a photo that won't end up being blur.

LOVE DISNEY. and the seven princesses. haha.

I'm drinking Stitch's brain juice!

Shall not upload all the photos here. Lazy to do so! Therefore just pictures of my face/evidence of me 'killing' Stitch over and over again will do.

hahaha :/

My sister just came back from Taiwan. yippee!

She bought many clothes, accessories, tidbits, cup noodles and etc.

JJ got a new set of clothes and lots of snacks too :D

okay bye bye, off to watch Guess now.

And munch on my caramel pudding bread & blueberry bagel from Taiwan's Starbucks. hoho!

2010-03-20T01:33:00.000+08:00

你最珍貴 lyrics

男︰明年這個時間　約在這個地點
女︰記得帶著玫瑰　打上領帶繫上思念
男︰動情時刻最美　真心的給不累
女︰太多的愛怕醉　沒人疼愛
再美的人　也會憔悴

＊男︰我會送你紅色玫瑰
女︰你知道我愛流淚
男︰你別拿一生淚眼相對
女︰未來的日子是否才美　夢才會真一點
男︰未來的日子有你才美　夢才會真一點

＃女︰我學著在你愛裡沉醉
男︰我不撒退
女︰你守護著我穿過黑夜
合︰我願意　這條情路　相守相隨
你最珍貴

男︰動情時刻最美　真心的給不累
女︰太多的愛怕醉　沒人疼愛　再美的人
合︰也會憔悴

重唱　＊

女︰我學著在你愛裡沉醉
男︰我不撒退
女︰你守護著我穿過黑夜
合︰我願意　這條情路　相守相隨
男︰你最珍貴
女︰你最珍貴

I L M F

2010-03-19T23:30:00.008+08:00

jing kai's 21st birthday!

what i love most about 21st birthday is that you get an enormous cake! i love to eat cake. especially if it is birthday cake because its free! haha. but no, i really love to eat cake! and i got to eat one today too. choco exotic cake:) but i was sad or appeared to be angry. because i dint get the cake that i wanted.(same flavor but its something else that i mind). but i think africanboy must have thought i was angry and petty. well.. i got upset but he dont know the reason. and i dont say because i hope ke knows. i like to play mind games i realised.

haha just a photo of me looking more normal after all the unglam photos on this blog!!

and just one more to show my fat cheeks, and long eyelashes hhahah

hahaha laughed over baoling! so dark!

rica said i look like a china girl. HAHA. for the first time someone said i look so cheena. must be the bangs! the photos she took looked like a cheena but i cant show cos i dont have it. and berlin like this photo of her! for you boss!

and jingkai invited many many people to his chalet! i wonder mine will have how many people? i always feel that when you call one group of your friends, wont it be very hard like you have to talk to the different groups of friends? hoping they feel comfortable and they all enjoyed the party.

14th march! kbox at hougang plaza! love the place! so big!!!

i took on the stage! haha

mummy and me! mamee

16th march:)
had crabs finally! and received ly 's presentS.

hmm.
i need some goals? and passion?
and maybe some self control.
because every one i meet has different personality.
cant conform to only liking one type of people.
but well...

i definitely like/love my friends!
thanks to TLY, shiya especially!
i dont know about you two, but you two are the people who i can behave the most at ease and be natural and wont feel awkward.

shiya, even though we dont meet too often but i still feel super comfortable with you! maybe because you have a easy laughter( haha i dont know how to phrase) and you are easily amused! and although you roll your eyes to but i still like to talk to you, be silly and laugh together. you must always remember me. haha for the wrong reasons like erm bs(secret) you in sec 1? and also, for passing you my asthma laughter which i have already healed. haha.:)
i have disappointed you twice so far, and maybe another for not capping the very nice red polish, but i thank you for forgiving me ever so easily. i really appreciated it.

and to TLY.
whom i always love to make fun of. haha recently i like to say you more often i realised. that aside, you really are a true friend! i guess you are the only one whom i still know how to keep in contact with. sending you smses randomly and asking you out. i never do that to other people which is quite sad too but.. that means you are special:) haha. love how spontaneous you are to anything, the fact that you dont mind many things except burping and all. the fact that you will still go out even though you are feeling a little sick or weak. i think you are the most innocent friend i ever had! and that is a compliment ok! if you get what type of innocent i mean? the dummy kind? hahaha. and the other kind. i dunno why but we dont talk on the phone often, only on sms and msn, so i guess true friends are those whom you can sms at 4am instead for us?!! haha AND wait, YOU OFF YOUR PHONE at night so how am i going to call you even? i realised i have too much to say to you and its getting too long later shiya jealous cos hers shorter! hmm still always having so many things to talk you even though we meet up every so and then!

thanks for being the one whom i share nearly all my secrets about, being my confident, sister, cousin:) and wasting money buddy, drinking bbtea buddy and for being such a great friend. but i know you are a great friend to all because you got such an easygoing and funny personality. the things you say always cracks people up!
:) shall the rest of what i am going to say for your birthday i guess! haha

and thanks to the many other friends!!
ze an, zhi wei, shixuan, winnie, yuxi, josephine, patrick(thanks for your presents too!!!!!!!!), leonardi, 2153, africanboy, guan yu, jianhui, violet, yiyi mummy, 1719, zhisheng, leekiang, shunli, nicholasfoo, baoling, karwai, berlin, rica and many others!

and to africanboy who dont read my blog;(
you are the best:D
he is currently on savers' mode. and i will too save money! hope soooo

goodbye!
feel good now!
;)

2010-03-18T22:50:00.006+08:00

TWINS :D

Dinner at MOF.

Went to Hougang for K after that.

We sang from 10pm-2am. tired tired tired!

shiya.mich.tly.zhiwei.nick.guanyu.jerrold.

THE UNGLAM PHOTOS.

2010-03-18T21:33:00.005+08:00

Dinner with Jeffrey, Cr and Rosh!
At FISH&CO.

fatty fatty chubby face :(

Jeffrey's winter wear hahahha :D

Our winter wear!

Rosh's winter snow white .

okay blah. haha.

GROUP PHOTO!

The mint sweets that we got for free :0

Thanks to the waiter.

Yummy, my favourite.

Had an abrupt good-bye :/

Thanks to NewLook and Jeffrey(hahah).

2010-03-17T02:09:00.003+08:00

AMOUNT OF FOOD ENTERING MY STOMACH IS XXX!
love food! yum!

2010-03-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

today started off real bad. thanks to me!
but it ends off really pretty niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:D

really very very happy!
shall upload photos soon!!

haha and TLY,
i cant say enough thank you to you!
shall treat you more bubble tea hahaha

2010-03-15T17:15:00.023+08:00

HEY MICH, I know you have a lot of upcoming tests this week.
BUT,

BECAUSE

SO

AND

hahahhahahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaahahhahahahhahahahhahahaaa?

OKAY WITH IT?

EVEN THOUGH............

AND

SORRY MICH, HAHAHA I REALLY COULDN'T RESIST POSTING UP THAT LAST PICTURE. IT ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH!

THANKS FOR.............

THANKS FOR..............

MICH WHOSE............

OBSESSION(not orh-bear-ssion) with ribbons and flowers

REMEMBER? I wonder who else will spend 60/70 bucks over some disgusting health drink, having lots of fun playing with jellybeans and scream when they saw pikachu.

so mich, happy birthday and remember that

right?

And finally......

I've got something to say to you.

yumi yogurts, our favourites. are they?

and this last one is for you.

2010-03-15T16:53:00.007+08:00

Let's just forget whatever that had happened in the past. It had been a really long time too. Thanks for giving me the chance to say what I wanted to say. I have always wanted to say those stuffs too but didn't have the courage to do so. This short paragraph can't possibly sum up everything that I have to say, want to say and the kaleidoscope of emotions. So I shall not typed it out here. But I'm really glad we talked. Felt really happy and relieved.
Sorry and THANKS. Really. Thanks for being nice :)
And I hope that you will be happy in future.
Stay happy with him :D

2010-03-11T00:47:00.002+08:00

i dont know why, but my mind cant stop thinking about you.
in fact, i cant get back to sleep
and it doesn't help that when i turn to listening to the radio, they broadcast sad/scary some sort type of songs.

tonight i think the same things will happen and so i am waiting for myself to be super tired before sleeping.
its been long since i feel this way.
i dont know whether i am scared.
or afraid that you will appear.
its bad to say as if you are haunting me.
its my own imagination.
but i dont know
the way you left makes me think too much.
and fear.
your face keep appearing in my mind.
its bad to feel scared.
whats happening?

you were once so cheerful.
i cant imagine.
or is it i cant face death.
and feel as if you are finding me to talk?
or do i think too much?
i dare not stay at home this morning.

now i dare not sleep?
sorry teacher, you were the best teacher in my schooling years.

2010-03-08T15:37:00.011+08:00

Was feeling rather 'numb' today thus I spent most of my time doing this.

2010-03-08T14:55:00.001+08:00

life's scary.

2010-03-07T22:27:00.003+08:00

Two one month old Maltese puppies :D

SO ADORABLE

JJ interacting with the puppies. He is a coward hahaha but a really cute cowardly dog

GOOD luck to me!

2010-03-01T22:17:00.015+08:00

photos galore. photos galore.

'spamming'

starts.

NOW.

We were on bus 31.

On the way to Katong.

At Teo Heng with mich, patrick and tly.

I kept hogging the microphone :/

oops.

Patrick engrossed in his song.

Poor Patrick- photographer of the day. But he volunteered to do so though :D

YUMMY. Our Katong laksa and lime juice.

Decided to pierce our ears after that and dragged Patrick with us.

Patrick went first. He pierced his right (KIDDING) left ear.

Followed by TLY. This is the 3rd or 4th time I'm getting my ears pierced.

Can you say urgh.

Finally it's Mich's turn.

Kids laugh an average of 400 times a day.

Adults laugh about 17 times a day.

See the difference?

THANKS mich for KOI and ice jelly :D

2010-02-27T01:50:00.008+08:00

its my uncle 's ROM:)
and in the top right, we saw ris low. or lookalike.

and we k and ate small and medium laksa.

2010-02-25T22:54:00.014+08:00

Chuan Rui, Liu Jun and TLY............

went to the

today.

Shall not post pictures of the animals even though we went to the ZOO because I did it once before. Three months ago i think? So I shall just post some of the photos of us, us and more US! heh.

one of my favourite animals :D SPLASH!

my injury! hahaha :/

DURIANS!

I can't stand the smell of durians though.

Hey Mr cheetah, I can almost touch your spots.

Us fascinated by the elephant that was stuck on the tree.

slacking at amk hub's mac.

totally exhausted.

crying babies give me headaches.

2010-02-23T10:19:00.007+08:00

wakie, wakie, eggs, 2.50$ meal and bakey!

I'm at Bishan library with Shiya now. Accompanying her to study while I watch 就想赖着你.
But I'm feeling really tired. I need my ten hours of sleep. hahaha.
Both of us are trying to ask jojo out now.
Hello I'm shiya. Im going to shit. Be back in 2 minutes (:
tsk. She drank one cup of Milo only and went to the toilet twice already! My stupid cappuccino haven't take effect yet.
.
tly!

that day with mich.

2010-02-19T13:39:00.001+08:00

i want to xxx my hair
and yyy my ears.
but i no need to.
:(
school zzzzz

2010-02-19T00:52:00.005+08:00

2010-02-16T23:36:00.014+08:00

At the Singapore Flyer.

See? JJ's red packet in his pocket. He received 3 red packets this year. I shall use the money to buy more treats for him.

My grandmother and aunties stuffed the red packets into JJ's pocket. Damn cute!

mummy's birthday celebration :D

yummilious ice cream cake.

shou mian

And other stuffs. kidney/liver (eww), sharks fin, wu xiang, chicken and blahh. shall not spam photos of food here.

We did all the 3 steps.

Make a wish, touch the water and erm gold or treasure? Can't really remember hahha i just did whatever my mum did.

Xu Hui's 21st birthday.

ever ready!

OFF TO Canopy walk-Hort park-Alexandra arch-Hill top walk-Forest walk-Henderson waves-Mt Faber and finally Marang trail.

hippity-hippity-hop!

2010-02-15T22:34:00.006+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
forgive me if i made some typo errors along the way because I'm really tipsy now.
just reached home from my cousin's house and all of us drank a lot tonight.
it's my cousin's 21st birthday and my uncle kept opening bottle after bottle. hahaha and finally a bottle of XO. omg. this was the first time all my relatives and I drank so much together and laughed so loud.
my uncles, aunties and sister's faces were all red. Only mine was white.
Mimi was my aunty's old chihuahua but it died already due to old age. And today I brought jj over today. those who were drunk already kept calling jj mimi. hahaha they all damn comical.
ahhaha and i found out that there is a really big difference between a 2000$ bottle of wine and a 20$ bottle of wine.
I love my relatives :D
shall go watch just follow law now!
ciaooooooo.
giddy dizzy.
tly.
ayumi/zhANG ZI YI .
hahahhaha far fetched.
hAPPY family! nights all! i took 10mins or so to type this post. so many typos.
.
.
KAN kbox. the XO very 'hot', burnt my throat. blow it. fake eyelashes. parade.
okay weee nights.
Happy birthday mummy :DDDDDDDDD........ tomorrow!
shall upload photos next time.
.
My dad got my brother an iphone.
554? why so ex?! that's insane.

took the flyer with family/birthday party/he pan/mummy's birthday celebration/walked 6.8km or so with ken