Thursday, March 11, 2010
i dont know why, but my mind cant stop thinking about you.
in fact, i cant get back to sleep
and it doesn't help that when i turn to listening to the radio, they broadcast sad/scary some sort type of songs.
tonight i think the same things will happen and so i am waiting for myself to be super tired before sleeping.
its been long since i feel this way.
i dont know whether i am scared.
or afraid that you will appear.
its bad to say as if you are haunting me.
its my own imagination.
but i dont know
the way you left makes me think too much.
and fear.
your face keep appearing in my mind.
its bad to feel scared.
whats happening?
you were once so cheerful.
i cant imagine.
or is it i cant face death.
and feel as if you are finding me to talk?
or do i think too much?
i dare not stay at home this morning.
now i dare not sleep?
sorry teacher, you were the best teacher in my schooling years.
12:47 AM