Monday, September 10, 2012
rants
Sometimes, I feel so stupid, so inefficient at how I do stuff. I am okay(not okay but the I cant help it but to be okay okay) with being inefficient at doing my own things (at least I only have myself to blame, messing my own life), but that sense of guilt whereby I can't even get something done well for a friend is so huge I am drowning and feeling so bad. That reminds me, I have something on hand that needs to be done quick too. Sigh, procrastinator level 20 unlocked. I am getting so bad and sluggish I have a feeling this will turn out to be my greatest regret when the time where the results will show and so to prevent this.. giving my notes another go.
Blogger is truly my virtual best friend. I turn to you whenever I need to rant and leash out my feelings. Especially when you cant turn to the bf so that you can avoid a quarrel, and stuff that are so minute but yet so important to no one but yourself.
3:49 PM