Wednesday, February 9, 2011
RAINING HEAVILY!
DRENCHED DRENCHED DRENCHED.
10:27 PM
I NEED TO RANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why didn't I buy that number today :((((((((((((((((
I bought it for the past few weeks but stopped this week because I didn't go out.
SECOND PRIZE OMG. Heartache ttm!!!! I could have won a thousand bucks. Oh mannnnnn.
I seldom buy 4d but this time I kept buying that number (for like 3 weeks already?) Cus it appeared in my dream.
oh why why why why why why I CAN'T GET OVER IT. Kept thinking about it.
urgh!! help!
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shiya........... THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! hahahah check your email!!!
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TLY
MOOD: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
10:16 PM
Sunday, February 6, 2011
why am i upset once again???????
unfair unfair unfair
unpopular unpopular
mouth shut mouth shut
:( :(
i hate it.
i hate this feeling.
i hate myself for having this feeling.
i hate it.
1:49 AM
Friday, February 4, 2011
zhi wei's 21st birthday!!! :D
Shopping with Bao!
With kenny, Cr and jeff.
I was planning to have a blog post with many photos, sort of like summarizing what we have done in the past few months. But after i uploaded the first five photos, I got bored. hahaha. And changed my mind so nope! No pictures except for all these. Ehhyyy, hahahaha not like anyone will be interested though. We practically flood the news feed on FB everyday with our boring photos. okay, everytime we go out or do something 'interesting'.
It has been a long long loooonnnngggg time since we last blogged. Doubt anyone still reads our blog ermmm except for Sally maybe?
We did many things and went to lots of places too. Things have changed for the better and for the worse. The kaleidoscope of emotions, the number of mood swings I had and the same old problem driving me insane. Awhile ago, someone asked me what's my ambition. I just stared at him blankly. Then he asked me is there any dream that I have. I smiled and said no. And he thought I was shy. I just hate this type of question and I seriously have no idea how to answer them. I have a dream of course and I know of a job that I really like and is passionate about. But please, there's a reason why they are call dreams. Stupid dreams that fizzle out into a whole lot of nothing.
Perlims in Feb, oh nooooo. Totally dreading it! And i dont even know the exact dates and how is it going to be like. Basically I don't know anything :/ I only know that for maths I can bring along a calculator which I don't know how to use.
Urghhh, my stomach's feeling weird now. Thanks to the chocolates, sweets , crackers and cny goodies I have consumed. Tomorrow's the 3rd day of cny. Off to collect more ang pows tomorrow heh heh. (NO, money face i am not!)
okay done. finish blogging!!! hahhahhaah byebye people!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
((((((shiya shiya are you reading this???? Seeee, I remember my promise! I'm a good friend! hahahha))))))
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love
TLY
gong xi fa cai!!!!! huat ah!!
9:54 PM
on days like this, i learnt to be stronger and happier. no matter how short-lived
to appreciate that the past are meant to be kept and remembered
to look forward to what the future holds.
i cant be the friend everyone wants in a friend
i cant joke at ease and cant stop feeling afraid, of how you all look upon me.
but it just meant, we met, but we are not meant to be.
and as such, i need to channel all my other attention to my more important ones whom i will always feel at ease.
dont dwell on the past i must learn
dont think about turning time
dont feel afraid of people' stares and looks
dont feel inferior to anything and everything and any one and everyone.
i am sure theres some who still love the way i am.
yes i have to tell myself i am sure..
whatever. its happy chinese new year!
12:35 AM
